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HAPPY 2010!!!

2010-01-05T20:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!! haven't been updating for quite a while.hmm.a new year 2010!!! starting of NEW YEAR is a turning point for me.more modules to study and is damn difficult but i prayed that i can pass all modules this sem!!! happy??!??not happy?!?!? what do you think?think starting of 2010 is really bad for me.keep having nightmares that is so real!!did your nightmare came to reality?i am so scared that it will become real.well.i know i am vain but part of my life for being a vainpot!!!my hair is damn messy when i took that photo half naked.i was abit tipsy during that time.been to Puala Ubin to celebrate NEW YEAR countdown.so many mosquitosssssss!!ARGH!!

你们要快乐

2009-12-03T19:31:00.001+08:00

你哭着拿下银手链还我的时候
最近你躲我有了理由
别说我的爱让你惭愧不配拥有
珍惜不就是温柔
但你说抱歉爱上了我的好朋友
原来心酸比心痛难受
茫然的走到了门口
倔强还是念旧
我听见我回头说
你们要快乐要天长地久
你们没有错爱是自由
走出这扇门后至少我还有辽阔
你们要快乐要紧紧牵手
你们不幸福我会难过
成全最爱的人不是为了看着她
寂寞
过去曾让你笑得很甜
不代表有权利要你纠结
虽然遗憾爱情也有它的季节
风不能吹就作最潇洒的落叶

FAREWELL!!!

2009-11-24T22:58:00.003+08:00

My feelings are really fuck up right now.Am i imagining things or they are just the truth!!god is really making me feel like a damn pathetic guy right now.why can't i just be a status with no feelings and no emotions.no need to think so much.pointless.no one know how i feel!!

2009-11-17T18:09:00.007+08:00

Been really stressed up by school and some problems.seriously i think i have change to another person whom i also don't know at all.

I'M SORRY!!! Hope you will be happy always.

2009-11-10T19:41:00.006+08:00

LET THE BATTLE BEGIN!!

The masks gang!!LOL!

EMO-ING!

SCREAM PLUS CONDOM?!?!LOL

Straight after make up.=)

These are some photos that i have not uploaded to the Halloween entry.suddenly feel so stress up recently.my life is really stress up with lot of things that i can't handle.well.guess let me take a step at a time to solve all the problems.wish me luck!!why do i feel so lonely so sudden?!?why does no one believe i am not a womaniser and a playboy!! People just judge us by our appearance.it doesn't have any link to our characters.maybe i should dress up as zai nan?!?

HALLOWEEEENN!!!

2009-11-06T15:22:00.013+08:00

This is some the halloween photos!!=). have been busy doing my projects which are finally done.but written paper is coming.oh man! maths maths maths is making me headache!! can't understand what the lecturer is talking about.stress stress stress!!! STOP GIVING ME PRESSURE!!! IS MAKING ME REAL STRESS!!

2009-10-27T19:35:00.006+08:00

Feel like posting these 3 zi lian photos up.LOL!!

WHEEEEE UUUU WHEEEEE.

been trying hard to undertand what my lecturers are all talking about!!

2009-10-21T14:41:00.008+08:00

school is really stress up.need some enjoyment to chill out.

Party-ing!

2009-10-15T18:54:00.006+08:00

jensen's 21st birthday.

torturing kid!!lol!

what is he doing to me?!?

At soho.kerlyn.

she never ask me don't look at the camera!

school school school.i need to relax and chill man.not enough sleep!oh gosh.help me please!head down to jensen chalet.everyone was having a great time.lol.those 2 photos at the bottom are on sat at SOHO.=)

2009-10-11T15:09:00.008+08:00

Heading to RP after school to find dion.her faci doesn't allow me to sit inside their presentation class.so well.was sitting outside waiting for her.she captured 2 photos of me while i was reading my lecture notes.can u imagine i am reading it?!?LOL.hmm.after that we headed to singing session but in the photos.i was wearing different clothes right.well.is different days and the second day eileen join us for it.well.my throat was rather dry up during the second day.but we all have enjoyed ourselves.

2009-10-05T20:56:00.002+08:00

having lesser and lesser sleep each day and heading to school after 2-3hrs of sleep.lol.can see my dark dark circle at the photo above.Saturday went to social house to chill.my legs are in pain after lot of shuffling.think i can't keep shuffling for long anymore.the music was better than the previous time i went.they should just stick to it man.

2009-09-30T19:54:00.004+08:00

Oh man.waking up freaking early now.school starting tomorrow but i went for this lesson this morning.it was good waking up up early again.fresh fresh air to breathe.it has been a long time since i finish my army that i breathe in those fresh air.now my lectures are all in the morning!!!bless me so i can wake up on time and not late for any lectures.lol.have some photo taking of myself while waiting for my friends to arrive.these 2 photos their background is so cool!!

memories

2009-09-11T01:52:00.014+08:00

CLASS PHOTO!! we will miss you DEBORAH!

BANG!

Posing for the camera.

Like a couple sharing ice-cream.lol.don't get the wrong idea

I AM STRAIGHT!i like girls.

Resting!!

Total price and see the how much food we ate!lol

taking a peek.lol

thinking?!?

sexy legs

Today is the last day of exams.my class has been a really fun and enjoyable class.it is my fate to know all of you within this short period of time.lol.and our great and nice lecturer deborah.you had been really nice to us and to us.you has been a really good lecturer.don't forget us!!well.our class went to AZABU SABO to eat buffet.it is some sort of farewell for xin yi,taos and woan ting.wish you all did well in the exams.

2009-08-31T01:39:00.002+08:00

Went to marina square to eat and celebrate SOON's birthday.i forgot to took photos!!!we went to eat buffet at some place at marina square.can't really remember the name.but well.u can see the receipt how much we have ate for just 7 persons.lol.after that we went to catch THE FINAL DESTINATION 4.some parts are really gruesome.omg.i just think that the movie is kind of short.for the rating i gave 3 out of 5 stars.actually wanted to go thai disco but in the end everyone wasn't really up to it so we headed back home.

2009-08-28T00:39:00.002+08:00

Exams is getting nearer and nearer as each day passes.i tell myself each day that i need to pass this and i will!!lol.hmm.i need to prove them wrong!so there a saying,actions speak louder than words and well.i am doing it right now.not really in a good mood last week.but i think i just lead my simple life.maybe sometime i will make it complicated to make it colourful.haha.hmm.what am i talking about.nonsense?!?maybe?!?

2009-08-18T00:58:00.002+08:00

It been quite a while since i wrote something.my feelings aren't good.so many things to do.i am like a lost child now.but what can i do?oh man.don't ask me why.i can't give you all an answer because i don't know myself either.been pondering whether the things she say are true.oh god.what have happen to me recently.everyday been praying and praying.hope praying will really come true.school was alright to me.everyday is the same thing.over and over again.head to school.then back home.anything new can come to me?so i have a lot of things to do so i won't keep on thinking and thinking.where have all the confidence that i had gone to?!?it just disappeared suddenly without me realising it after sometime.what should i do?

DAI YIN MAI!!

2009-07-28T00:56:00.004+08:00

Woke up late for today lecture.so decided not to attend the lecture so i went to the library to find wei chang they all.hmm.tiring.after that accompany wei chang to cut his hair so i have nth to do.so decide to camwhore!!lol.been receiving lots of comments about my hair.thanks to all that comment.i like it when they say my hair is a DOPE!!!lol

2009-07-26T03:42:00.005+08:00

forcing the drunken to do something!lol

Zi lian?!?

Went to celebrate Vincent's birthday at dbl o yesterday.was quite tired and the music is so sucky.but well.was taking photos because there is nothing to do.lol.hmm.u can say i am zi lian or what.BECAUSE I AM!!!lol.

2009-07-23T00:27:00.002+08:00

JIAN YUE is so shy!!lol

Concentrating in class!!!lol.

Have been going to school everyday.at least i begin to understand what my lecturer was talking about the graph thing!!take me sometime to know.lol.but well.school is actually quite fun to go.but the lesson is abit boring though.but well.it is still the beginning!!MISS DIVAS keep complaining to our lecturer that i want to take photo of her!!omg!!that explain why i don't have a photo of her inside.need to sleep early.waking up early to revise on some notes!

2009-07-19T23:21:00.002+08:00

Went to colour my hair yesterday.bleach it 2 times!!u all can tell it by the photo.want it nicely done.have to pay the price.lol.hmm.too stressful at school!!that why decide to go for this colour.my mum was shock and said when did our house has an additional old man.omg!!!hmm.need to get some rest because tml school day!

New school new laptop!

2009-07-15T01:07:00.003+08:00

Hmm.it has really been a long time since i blog.well.started school 2 weeks back and well.everything seems to be alright for the moment.hope it continue this way.and hope something will start coming.lol.everyday is a tiring day because few hours of lecture will make my brain juices depleted really fast.can't really think that fast after 2yrs of national service.brain has been really rusty since then.really need to plan my future well.i shall not be the heck care person like last time.i shall prove it to my parents that i can do it too.Today went to FUNAN IT MALL to get a laptop.holding a pile of cash in my hand for a while is just a different feeling.i need that kind of feeling when the years go by.luckily i got wei chang to accompany me to buy it because he has a much more better knowledge of IT than me.well.just get one laptop which is not really nice in the outer.but well.is just for studying so i don't really have the need to buy a very good one.got my stuff and headed for dinner.the food that i ate was pretty nice but simply expensive.after that , headed home to get some rest.those things was pretty heavy.damn it.was sweating all over.time for me to relax my body and mind for the day!!

2009-06-19T02:27:00.003+08:00

Haha.Samantha say my blog having flies around le.lol.think have not been writing since i work at prada.working really not that easy.have not been really getting to enjoy myself.but then i ended my work.so i can enjoy myself for this 2 weeks until school start.lol.

2009-06-03T22:51:00.004+08:00

sleepy look!

Today wake up in the morning at around 8am.was damn tired.but no choice.i have to go to PRADA main office to help out today.reach there in time and start working.was quite slack.but i was wearing leather shoes.make me feel so uncomfortable.knock off at 5pm.what a day!!there a lady who look abit like Felicia chin.quite pretty!!lol.shall turn in now!!tml working again!

2009-05-26T01:39:00.002+08:00

What a day!!wake up early in the morning.have to go to SIM to pay the school fees!!After that heading to town for interview.the weather was like killing me!!sweating all over.is kind of humid.please rain on some of the days man!!was watching all over orchard road.look at different shops!!well.it was just killing time.hmm.when i was about to take a train back.WTH!!!i drop my SAF EZ-LINK card!!then i was like walking toward the machine like some stupid retarded foreigner buying those standard ticket to some destination point!!!oh man,it was super embarrassed!!but well.head down to woodlands npc straight to make a police report.well,i know it doesn't need to make a police report but for some safety precaution.i just went down.while inside the npc,overheard a police report that this guy slap someone who is just like primary school kids.WTF!!this kind of guy is super retarded!!well.head back home to get some rest.i need it seriously!!

2009-05-21T02:54:00.002+08:00

LOL!!haven't been writing for quite a while.this few days i have been searching for jobs.sending resume!!oh man.this feeling sucks to the core man.but well.just got retrench by SAF so have to find a job to earn expenses.think i m going to turn to zhai nan soon man.been staying at home to catch Korean drama.the drama is not too bad so just to pass some time.need to head down somewhere to chill myself and relax!!

2009-05-14T00:28:00.004+08:00

Been really boring.yesterday was like hell man.get a PINK IC also need so much time.headed back to camp at 8am.we were like waiting for money to drop from the sky.from 8am,we waited until 3plus in the afternoon just to get our IC.damn pissed and tired at that time.but well.good things are worth waiting for right.lol.well.have starting to look for jobs.but they are mostly hiring full time but maybe i will start school during july.that make my search quite difficult.nothing will stop me from searching!!!need income!!shall wait up early tomorrow to call and call.i shall not sit at home and do nothing like in the past.

ORD FUNCTION AT ROXY HOTEL!

2009-05-07T23:22:00.012+08:00

FOXTROT COMPANY!!ORD LOH!!!

PLATOON 18.CANDID CAMERA!!

PLATOON HQ THE BEST!!

CPT BENSON and ME!! BEST OC EVER!!

WHAT WITH THIS POSES?!?lol

CAM-WHORING!!

Having a delicious food.look at my mouth!!

Yesterday was quite a party night.went to roxy hotel to attend our ORD FUNCTION.i never heard of this hotel before but well.is alright.when we reach,everyone was taking photos and gambling.oh man.each person had only 5 chips in their hand so is actually quite hard for us to win.but in the end.in 15 mins time.i won around 122 chips.think luck was on my side.yeah.yesterday was the last day that everyone gather and enjoy ourselves.everyone was like making themselves drunk and high.doesn't include me because i am a lousy drinker.lol.i went back quite early because i have English test today.those questions they give really stunned me.but well.is over.so i shall not brood over this matter anymore.most important now for me is to earn money!!

ORD LOH!!!

2009-05-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

Today was such a memorable day!!it was our ORD PARADE.we have to do one more rehearsal during afternoon.the weather was rather kind to us as it never rain.but the sun was so hot that i started melting.lol.hmm.after the rehearsal.is all our show!!waited for our families and friends to arrive and get settle down.our old commanders even came to watch our parade and this make us feel quite touched.they gave us memories that we will always remember.from the time i enlisted until now.the time has pass so fast that it marks to the end of our 2 yrs of full-time national service.it was so hard to leave that place where i have stay for this NS service.it holds great memories we had together.now,we have different goals in life.so guys.wish u all , all the best!! My parents were waiting for me to get my stuffs upstairs.after the long day,went to bbdc to meet up with joeis.was letting her wait for me for quite a while.so sorry about that.but after that,we went to grab something to eat at west mall.is nearly 9pm so there ain't many restaurants.i was quite happy to meet up with her.can't explain the feeling much though.today is a weekday so is like not much thing to do after that.went to panjang to take something,make her walk for quite a distance.but after that we decided to head home.think both of us are quite tired.have a great day.hope tml will be the same!!

2009-05-03T21:59:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was such a boring day.actually nth much happen.woke up at around 4plus.was waiting for the time to pass so that i can go back to camp.book in on saturday!!!that was like WTH!!!weekend!!no choice.started our ord parade rehearsal during 7.30am.that was early.the weather was fine in the first place.but it started to get hotter and hotter.that make me like a bbq pig standing there.we were all hoping that the rehearsal will end in the afternoon so we won't have to suffer.but well it did end in the afternoon but it is around 4.30pm.it doesn't really matter to us anymore.everyone was just waiting for that day to come.2 more days!!we can shout out loud."ORD LOH".i think that what we have been waiting for.i think we will be missing those life together out in the jungle doing mission.we will have those memories that will stay in our minds forever.it doesn't really come that much.tiring day for me.never been so tired.well.i think i shall sleep early tonight.

6SIR FOXTROT PLATOON 18!!!

Old photos of mine

2009-04-26T04:54:00.004+08:00

Been rotting at home!! oh man.where have all the people gone to?!?been looking up those old photos of mine.time just passed by like an instance.i never expected to be a young adult so soon.i haven't enjoy to my fullest during my youth time.my youth life was in a *%$$* mess.but well.at least i did not commit any crimes at all during that time.but wasting time on not concentrating in my studies is letting me regret now.no use complaining and no actions!!i shall prove it when i have the chance!!!

21st BIRTHDAY!!

2009-04-21T22:30:00.013+08:00

my family members.but well.my dad is at SHANGHAI!!

my cousin who has the same birthday date as me!!!

who this cute little boy.lol. he call me UNCLE LIM!!

they are a bunch of fuckers!!lol

basketball kakis!!

kakis!!lol

i haven't be entering entries for a week plus i guess.hmm.so many things to do.well.so many things to think!!!can't be bother anymore!!take a step at a time i guess if not i will fall badly!!thinking of how time pass so fast just an instance.i m now 21yrs old.damn!!luckily i don't look like 21yrs old.haha.

LET ME SEE i still have around 2 weeks plus for

ORD!!!!!

Platoon 18 CONHESION!!

2009-04-12T20:32:00.015+08:00

say cheese!!

pointing to the camera.smile?

Relax and ENJOY

Quite full.but not to the FULLEST!!

chee chong is not in here.in the toilet don't know what is he doing?!?

PLATOON 18!!!

After eating and everyone is walking around to digest the food!!

POSING!!!

what is this man!

Tiring tiring tiring.but was having fun.i plan to see it in these way.if she is yours.then she is yours.doesn't matter to me now.just hope everything will go on smoooooothhhly.lol.well.i will try my best to get what i want eventually!!did i say in any means?!?

Colourless life

2009-04-05T19:37:00.003+08:00

Hmm.yesterday was just another rotting day at home for me.i just don't feel like going out.was online for the whole day when i woke up at around 4plus?!?went out for supper at around 10plus.i never expected anything.after what she told me.my heart really sank deep down.but well.i will be happy if she is happy.hope she is!!well.my feeling was rather emotional.alright.i shall end here.

SHUFFLE!!

2009-04-04T18:56:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was such a tiring day!!i never expected i would know quite a few shuffling friends.they were great!!some of us was EMO.but well.we still have to live with it.i was rotting the whole day at home and i decided to head down to Zouk to relax and chill.i have forgotten to took photos yesterday although i m self addicted.lol.was having quite a great day.

2 years of contract with the SAF!!

2009-04-02T23:49:00.006+08:00

Yesterday went back to camp.was chit chatting with my campmates.we won't have this kind of chances to sit down inside the bunk and chit-chat with one another soon.this is my 2yrs buddy buddy!!actually should be 4yrs!!we study the same school and same course.oh ya.the same class.he is a damn corkster medic.but life without him inside the ops room is really boring.lol.

What was i looking at?!? don't ask me.this is just some random photo that i took today.lol!!

Alright.this is what i call boring.haven't been taking photos for quite time.i m damn pissed with my sort hair.Arghh.but a lot of people commented that i look better with short hair.

hmm.well.feeling wasn't quite right today.i was trying real hard to find a spare phone for her but i can't find it.she need it badly i think.think her mood is not good today.hope she will be alright tomorrow.

NIGHT OUT!

2009-04-01T21:25:00.004+08:00

Hmm.let me see.nw i was having my night out.later i have to get back to camp.what a stupid idea of having ACCT.damn pissed off by the instructors.if i have the chance.i shall slam them and make them shut their BLOODY mouth.well.yesterday just a simple text back just brighten up my day for today.i was damn happy and really can't get to sleep.if she have any problems that i can help.i will just help her no matter what.a chance to go out with her and get to know her better will be really good enough for me.hope u are doing really well now.

BLOG!

2009-03-31T18:24:00.004+08:00

BLOG?!? i have just started.what makes me create one?i also not quite sure about it.last week was a tiring and miserable week.seriously!!having serious sleepless night after that day.i know i really have to catch some sleep.but i just can't get to sleep.my body was aching like HELL.i was so happy when i saw her online on that day.time is flying so fast like a roller coaster!!my army days are coming to an end soon.can i have the courage to just send her a text or jus call her?WHAT IS STOPPING ME?!?